When you dare to dream with God...
07 May 2016
Isaiah and anxiety
Isaiah 34-35 is highly symbolic. I encourage you to read through these chapters.
Say to those who have an anxious heart, "Be strong; fear not! Behold, your God will come with vengeance, with the recompense of God. He will come and save you." - Isaiah 35:4
Where do you need to see God's justice and vengeance against the places where sin has taken from you (both your sin and the sin committed against you)?
30 October 2014
Weakness
If I'm honest, this had been an incredibly hard year. I have cried more this year than I have in my whole life. I have lost and gained faith more times than I can count, and that was just this week alone. Instead of figuring out who I am or what I'm good at or even my goal in life, this year has showed me a lot of who I am not and with that has shown me how weak I actually am.
My friends and I joke that we aren't superwoman. We can't stop the atomic bomb. But that doesn't mean we aren't wonderwoman. We're stronger than we think.
That doesn't mean this won't be hard. It will be hard and at times even seemingly unbearable. But that is no reason to give up. We have dreams for a reason. God gives promises so He can fulfil them not so He can watch us squirm. He is faithful.
When I was wondering if I should even dream a friend told me this verse: May God give you the power to accomplish all the good things your faith prompts you to do. (2 Thessalonians 1:11 NLT)
So what's next? What's that thing you've been avoiding because you're afraid you aren't cut out for anymore? What have you been afraid to consider possible but can't get out of your mind? What do you feel called to do?
Maybe it's time we start looking at these things and going for them anyway. I know you're scared. I know it doesn't make sense. But what better time is there than now? What better time to go after the things of God's heart and of yours?
11 August 2014
To Be and Not To Be
In Deuteronomy 31, Moses encourages Israel as they are about to enter into the Promised Land. The last forty years were spent in preparation for this very moment. Now that moment has arrived. Israel stood near the boarder of the desert and their promise. They could see it in the distance. Before them stood Mount Nebo, and beyond that ran the Jordan River and their entrance into the Promised Land.
Moses, knowing he will die shortly after this, gives a five hour long sermon to encourage and exhort the people he led for the past forty years. Toward the end of this he says, "So be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid and do not panic... For the Lord your God will personally go ahead of you. He will neither fail you nor abandon you... (Now speaking to Joshua he says) Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord will personally go ahead of you. He will be with you; he will neither fail you nor abandon you" (Deut 31:6,8 NLT).
There are two things I want to point out here.
1. Know your stance. What is your role in this circumstance? What are you to be or do? What are you not to be? For Isarel, their stance was to be one of courage and not of fear or panic. Moses first pointed out their true stance before pointing out their current one. The truth about Israel was that they were brave. They had courage. Now was their chance to try it on and use it.
2. Know God's role. Who does God want to be for you in this circumstance? As Israel prepared to enter into their land of promise God told them he went before them. He is the Way Maker, and He is present. He promises He will not leave His people nor will he forsake them. This means He is not going to let His people fall. He will not let them shatter. They will not be abandoned or marrooned in a foreign land (or in the desert for that matter). He will not dishearten them but tells them to be the courage people He sees them as not the fearful people they feel like.
So what is your response? Who does God want to be for you right now and what is your role in all of this?
God always tells me my stance is as daughter and my role usually isn't as involved as I thought I should be. For example, I often think my role is as the puppet master of my circumstances but God often reminds me my role is to rest or to worship. I may have some practical steps I need to take but I'm not the one who needs to make the impossible happen.
06 August 2014
Personal Update
Hello to my readers!
I want to thank you so much for visiting my blog. I wanted to give you an update on some exciting news. I have this amazing opportunity to attend King's College in London this fall. I was accepted into their one year biblical studies masters program.
In all honesty this wasn't something I thought I could do. I have some amazing friends who have patiently listened to me and supported me while I tried to figure out if I could go.
So why this degree? One of my dreams is to raise up Bible Study leaders, church planters and missionaries in the church. I want to equip people with the knowledge of the Word of God so they can confidently teach others about the Bible. I am currently part of a group that has a similar vision, and in the evenings we get to learn more about God together. This degree will better equip me and will grow my understanding of the Bible.
Here is a breakdown of expenses with a total of £28,376.
£16,250 tuition
£8,078 housing
£4,048 transportation and livng expenses
£28,376 total
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for supporting me and making this possible. Click here to donate.
I want to thank you so much for visiting my blog. I wanted to give you an update on some exciting news. I have this amazing opportunity to attend King's College in London this fall. I was accepted into their one year biblical studies masters program.
In all honesty this wasn't something I thought I could do. I have some amazing friends who have patiently listened to me and supported me while I tried to figure out if I could go.
So why this degree? One of my dreams is to raise up Bible Study leaders, church planters and missionaries in the church. I want to equip people with the knowledge of the Word of God so they can confidently teach others about the Bible. I am currently part of a group that has a similar vision, and in the evenings we get to learn more about God together. This degree will better equip me and will grow my understanding of the Bible.
Here is a breakdown of expenses with a total of £28,376.
£16,250 tuition
£8,078 housing
£4,048 transportation and livng expenses
£28,376 total
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for supporting me and making this possible. Click here to donate.
28 June 2014
Shipwrecked Hope
We all have been given promises,
and we all have hopes and dreams. We long for that moment we will see them
fulfilled and for that moment we will feel like we are finally doing what we were created to
do. That is all well and good, but what do we do when our dreams are still in the works? There is hard work in dreams and a lot of that is holding onto
hope.
There are times when dreams
appear to be shipwrecked. They are dashed on the rocks of disappointment
(cliché, I know, but I like the imagery) and we do not know if we can ever rise
from that. We are faced with a choice in those moments—we can let go of the
last bit of hope we have and float out aimlessly into the stormy sea, or we can
hold onto hope like a stranded sailor holds onto driftwood and slowly make our
way to shore. The pathway to our dreams never looks like we imagine it would. It
can look like island hopping until we reach the Promised Land or it can look
like a switchback road through a mountain range.
I am finding life, and dreams for
that matter, looks much more like a choose-your-adventure book than a straight
path. To go to London proceed to page 50. To learn about family proceed to page
110. Recently, I have been looking back at the mental photobook of my
adventures thus far. Each path includes snapshots of random adventures and
stories I never thought I could be a part of. It has also taken a lot longer
than I think it should. Alexander the Great conquered the known world by the
time he was my age. What have I done?
Growing up I heard the stories of
the great men and women in the Bible and in history. For some reason pastors
and speakers thought it was encouraging to tell us about the people who
accomplished great things by the time they were our age. I was told of the
great battles Jonathan won when he was fifteen. I learned with slight horror
and shock about Mary’s age when she became the mother of Jesus. How could I
ever live up to these people? I used to think I peaked in my teens. I have
greatness written on my heart yet the greatest thing I have done this far is, well,
I do not have an answer for that. I have accomplishments I am proud of but what
about great accomplishments? I have never been in a battle much less won one. I
have not conquered the known world, though I am working on that. I am not a
ninja, though I would count myself as one in training.
I have an epic dream and that
means there is an epic story. Epic stories always start with ordinary men
destined for greatness, mainly because they are the protagonist of the story.
The author chose them to be great. As a writer I get to control the way the
story moves and can slow down or speed up a story for the sake of character or
plot development. For some reason I often forget God does the same thing. He is
the great Author after all.
My roommate Emily often has
incredibly profound encouragement for me in the moments I am on the verge of
letting go of my driftwood hope. The other day I was grieved at my current
place in life’s story and was angry at things that happened in the past and
completely unsure of what the future had in store. In other words, I was long
overdue for a meltdown. Her response was beautiful: “Courage in battle means
not running away. It is planting your feet and standing your ground. Courage in
pain means not making assumptions about your identity, who God is or what your
future looks like. It means sticking your feet down and not going anywhere.”
Our identity does not change even
though our circumstances can be a kaleidoscope of fun—ever rotating, constantly
changing yet the same substance. Our identity remains the same but our function
within that circumstance changes. It looks different from the previous season.
In one season we learn what it is to be a son and in another we learn what it
is to be a warrior and yet another what it is to rest. We are still sons and
warriors when we rest and still warriors and resters as sons. We are just
acting out of a different function depending on the season. As we grow we learn
how to go deeper into that and learn new facets and new moves but we still act
out of that core identity as a son.
My perspective changes as I
realize it is about learning new ways of interacting with God and not about me
surviving a circumstance in order to make it to the holy grail of dreams. With
all that being said, I want to leave you with a few questions. What is God’s
perspective on your circumstances/ dream? What is God teaching you about
interacting with Him in this season? What is the reason behind your dream? Why
are you holding on? Remember and keep pushing through.
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